i have had many revelations lately. i know that God has a plan for me...and i think i know what some of it is, but i wish i knew who God wanted me to be with for the rest of my life. i keep thinking that if God would just show me who i am going to be with the rest of my life i would be so much happier, but then i think that if He just shows him to me then it won't be as *surprising*. most girls, including me, think we know what we want to live with for the rest of our lives, but the thing is is that if we get the one we think we want we will 99.99% will be the guy that we can't stand to be around more than 10 minutes or so. i know that we shouldn't covet, but i know that every time i see some couple together, all lovey dovey, i wanna be able to do that with someone too, and in the end i end up feeling left out. i don't wanna feel left out anymore, but i guess i have to wait on the Lord for this one...i can't really make this happen without dire consequences. i love the Lord more than anything so i have to trust Him with everything, i guess i need to be more patient, huh. oh well, that's what was on my mind at the moment, so if you have an comments about this just let me know. ttyl

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