My Dad died on February 1st, 2012.. He was in a nursing home and his health was not good. I wanted to go see him one more time before he died but I didn't get to. Today is the first visitation amd tomorrow 2-6-2012 is his funeral.. This is so difficult. I miss him. I've been very sick with the stomach flu for two days and I still don't feel good. I must go... I wish I had a good man with me, loving me, a good man to hold me close and help me through this. But I have nobody... Nobody... After all this is done, I must go back to work. Smile for customers there and I don't want to.. I'm a single parent working as a cashier part time at Walmart. Trying to support us on that.. What good did it do me to go to college, to only get part time minimum wage work...??? Why do bad things keep happening to me?? Life is much too difficult... Especially to have to live it without the love of a good man.... Please keep us in your prayers... God Bless you all...
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