Repentance - an admission of guilt.

[EyesonJesus]

I have never been in the sex industry in the nature of porn. But in my previously life I have been one to commit sexual vice and have had women with whom I worked with to sell their bodies. I even went as far as trying to start an escort business with mafia members. I pray God forgives me for this, and now that I write about it, it seems like the most evil thing I have ever done.

Here is why:

The Grieving of the Lord who redeemed me.
The Displeasure of the One whose opinion most matters to me.
Discrediting the name of Yahweh - dragging his name into the mud.
Loss of reward and commendation from God.
One day having to look at Jesus face to face and explain why I did it.
I have forced God to discipline me in various ways.
I cannot imagine telling my mother I did such a thing.

Keep in mind I understand I am forgiven for this act, I have repented, and been rebirthed since. It is painful to know that the Lord watched me do this, I even at a point in time attempted to justify it as not being sin.

For anybody who does not know: Any sexual activity outside of marriage is GRAVE sin, and the thought of such is the father of that sin. The flesh would cause you to destroy your soul, and I believe that is why you long for it. I have since decided to leave sexual activity and the thought of it alone completely, until marriage, whether that be a year from now or 3 years from now. If I can do it, anyone can.

God bless.

[biker50840]

amen Christ has provided forgiveness for you, for sure! and " theres is therefor now NO condemnation for those of us in Christ Jesus" He paid the price and provided a promise as well "if we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and CLEANSE us of all unrighteousness"
you are forgiven and cleansed in the blood of Christ, accept it humbly and thankfully ,BELIEVE IT , give thanks and praise Him daily!

[PastorJerry]

Remember also, that the enemy loves to bring the spirit of guilt, and resow it in fertile ground. You ARE forgiven and Blood washed. Few have sinned as I have, for years the blood of others was upon my hands from war. Yet He forgave me, and brought only Holy Conviction, never condemnation or guilt! He delievered me, and even now renews my mind, and help me to hold the thoughts and purposes of His heart.

Rejoice in who you are now, and where He is taking you, you are the redeemed of the Lord, and a person of destiny in Him! Nothing is now impossible for you, because Nothing is imposable for Him!

Romans 8;37-39

Your Humble Servant!
Jerry