So i've been away for about a year. I started drinking and partying again...and with doing all that..it was hard to maintain a relationship with church and with God. I have never stopped talking to him or praying to him but it seems as if i've gone even further from him. I've fallen so many times and feel weaker each time and it gets harder to get back up. I'm trying to quit drinking again. Its only been 3 days so far and i feel as if its a struggle already. How awful to feel that. The party life calls to me and i know its the devil preying on my weakness. I ask God to give me strength. To hold my hand and walk me through these struggles and i have faith that he will. The first steps are always the hardest but i'm so ready to try again in hopes that this time i will not fail...

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