I AM GOING TO BE HONEST I AM NOT GOING TO LIE I HOPE I DONT MAKE ANYONE MAD AT ME IF I DO I AM SORRY YOU MAY READ ON HERE THAT I DID GO TO THE FOOT DOCTOR ON FRIDAY I HAVE LOST MOST OF THE FEELING IN MY FEET FROM DIABETES I DID NOT EVEN FEEL THE DOCTOR WORKING ON MY FEET I HAVE ALSO LOST SOME OF THE FEELING IN MY LEGGS AND I AM WALKING WHITH A CAIN THE DOCTOR TOLD ME MY FINGERS WILL GO NEXT IF I A...M GOING TO HAVE TO LIVE MY LIFE LIKE THIS I AM READY TO GO I DONT WHANT TO GET WHERE I HAVE TO HAVE SOMEONE TAKE CARE OF ME ALL THE TIME IF I DO GET THAT WAY I HOPE GOD WILL JUST TAKE ME HOME I AM NOT SAYING THAT I AM GIVEING UP I AM NOT ALL I AM SAYING IS I DONT WHANT TO LIVE THAT WAY AND TO I WILL TELL YOU I AM NOT SOMEONE THAT WILL EVER HURT MY SELF CANT DO THAT