It's so nice to finally being getting my head above water. For the past couple weeks all I have been doing is struggling to keep my bills paid and I had to move into my own apartment. I was deathly afraid of making the same mistakes again that I was literally tip toeing around everything and everyone. In reality, I am starting to learn to allow God to handle my problems. I don't always need to try to fix things or make it right. Sometimes if you are just quiet, problems sometimes tend to heal themselves.
I wish I had learned that lesson a long time ago...