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Taking one Step at a Time
Posted On 10/19/2010 10:34:19 by ebonylowe

It has been a hard month, but with God I know all things are possible.  I am sitting at school right now preparing for my English Class at 2pm.  I finished my paper thank God. 

Things I am struggling with are moving on.  I am still lost in the past.  I want what I used to have. I want people in my life that I used to have.

What I'm failing to realize is that its a NEW SEASON! God has put really good people all around me to support me and to build me up.  My heart still hurts that I have, by my own doing, lost some great supports.

I'm just kinda angry still because someone I love with all my heart as a friend said she would always be there no matter what and broke her promise.

I feel like I'm left alone in the wilderness searching for the direction in which to go.

I still love this person and I always will, but my heart is still breaking. This person was not only my former pastor, but a mother figure to me.  I feel so bad about the part I played in causing it.  A part of me wants to go back and fix everything.

That's not possible though. Praying for restoration.. in God's time I guess.

 

Love,

eb



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10/20/2010 02:35:33

Sometimes we make mistakes in life..that's because we are human..and some mistakes we can't fix..we can only let them heal..stay strong in Jesus and He will bring you through it all...nothing is impossible with God :)   GBY



10/19/2010 11:50:01


soberdog5 wrote:


i KNOW ITS HARD THO.. GOD PROMISES US AN ESCAPE BUT HE DIDN'T SAY IT WAS EASY LOL


We are to enjoy each season as it is here. We aren't supposed to long for fall in the summer or spring in the winter. Enjoy each season as it is presented. The Lord only opens new doors after he closes old doors. If you keep looking back while going forward you might fall and not see the things that are ahead of you.






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