Emotionally retarded  

I was born to mother of indifference

Couldn't hold me and love me

Because she couldn't tell the difference

Between her own child

And her life's failures

And while each one of her babies set up trails

of life's disappointments

And the coldness of a generational aliment

See I can't get close to no one

Taught a hard life lesson

At tender age of disfunctuailit... Read More

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Ever have one of those days that by the end of the night you just want to scream?  Today has certinally been one for me.  Now before I start whining and complaining I have to say that everthing thatt's happened today is only happening because God is allowing it to happen....areas in my life I need to work on...but if I get it all off my chest here, then I can just let go of it.  My aid if you will......

hehehehehe...the Lord works in mysterious ways...i was trying to loo... Read More

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I live in West Palm Beach, FL; Today is 10/31/08 and, I just came home from my journey into Fort Lauderdale (riding on the accident magnet highway I-95). Driving out and back gave me a grand total of 145 minutes to contemplate, ponder, commune and conjoin with loving thoughts of how blessed I am to know God is MY friend and, listen - as I always do - to and for that small still voice from within...   I'm a spiritual being... I'm not rare; I AM lucky; I AM blessed to h... Read More

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Tonight there was a young man in the 6 PM AA meeting who was down and out.

He didn't share a whole lot in the meeting. He said his name was Alex and that he was from Nevada. He also said that he was celebrating 30 days of continuous sobriety, but there was no joy in his voice.

You see, Alex is only 19-... Read More

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