I am just another guy that took a disaster to get me back to walking with GOD. I was first saved in the summer of 1982. It was a spectacular salvation. GOD changed me so much, so fast. I walked with GOD for about 4 years. Then the cares of life began to smother me out. For about twenty years I ran from church people and most of the time GOD. About five years ago a major disaster happened in my life that only GOD could help me with. Since then I have been RUNNING back to the LORD. Once again GOD has been educating me like mad about so much in this world.
I am not a people person. I beg GOD to help me with this but I keep getting the message that GOD created me this way for a reason. I have a great time with two or three people, but five or more and I tend to draw back and try to leave. I do not like crowds. Crowds are just concentrated trouble in my eyes. I have never been able to comfortably attend a party of any size. Add to that the fact that my mind works differently makes things tough. Supposedly I am in a group of people that do not think the same way as everyone else. I was told that 2% of people are like this. We are not smarter or stupid we just see things differently. Personally I find it as a curse because I do not fit in. And yet again GOD made me this way for a reason. Some day I hope to understand that reason.
If I had to state my calling or purpose in this world I would have to say that it is a crusade against religion. Religion is a blindfold that makes you think you are being faithful to GOD when you are really working for satan. Religion is going to send so many people into hell (see Matthew 7:21 – 23). Religion is what made JESUS so mad so many times during HIS time on Earth. Religion has destroyed the world. We go around doing everything in the name of JESUS and yet we never get to actually know GOD. I see so many people just following another man instead of the LORD.
Right now everyone in this world has access to a BIBLE. So why do so many follow a preacher instead of just reading for themselves about our SAVIOR? Why do so many blatantly totally ignore what the WORD of GOD says and do their own thing? Churches do this. JESUS said to call no man father, how many churches today do just that? We are told not to bow down and worship an idol right. In front of your church’s alter is there a cross or a crucifix statue? Has the church begun to bow down to a cross in JESUS name? Is that not idolatry? The very thing that killed our LORD we have plastered every where. If HE had been killed by a gun would a gun be plastered on top of every church? The church has become politically correct and is blending in with the world. Then it acts so religious to cover it up. Have we not allowed satan to mislead us?
The last thing recorded that JESUS said while on this earth was “And these signs will accompany those who believe: In MY name they will drive out demons; they will speak in new tongues; they will pick up snakes with their hands; and when they drink deadly poison, it will not hurt them at all; they will place their hands on sick people, and they will get well." (Mark 16:17 – 18). Have you ever witnessed this, I mean really witnessed this? I have never watched an actual healing. I have repeatedly witnessed what I call a psychological convincing healing. You know where the so called man of GOD makes them say that they are healed before they can get away from him. JESUS made the blind see! Did HE not say that we would be doing greater things than these? Today’s church is NOT walking with GOD!
Another burden of mine is healing. The WORD of GOD says that our healing has already been paid for. They beat JESUS so that we could be healed. Should we seek that healing or should we just allow JESUS to be beat for no reason? Our healing has been paid for. My prayer list is strictly for peoples healing. If you want me to add your name to that list just send me your name. I have no need to know what is wrong with you; I just lift your name up to GOD.
I need to cut my ranting off here. If I continue I will not be able to sleep tonight.